1. |
Unite
01:14
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2. |
Choices
03:54
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This blurry future is calling you out of your home
Leave your toy soldiers, your games are over, let them go
I know your scared, tell me your fears and carry on
You're full of rage and denial
I know inside you're on fire
You need an act of compassion
But I need you to follow your direction
You've got someone by your side but still you're walking alone
As long as past's on your mind you won't be able to go
I know it's hard to decide but making choice is your life
You're gonna have it all
Until you make a step back just follow road in your head
You're gonna have it all, have it all
Life's an OR, we're operating on ourselves
To cut the bad or let it grow
That is the thing only you know
You're full of rage and denial
I know inside you're on fire
You need an act of compassion
But I need you to follow your direction
You've got someone by your side but still you're walking alone
As long as past's on your mind you won't be able to go
I know it's hard to decide but making choice is your life
You're gonna have it all
Until you make a step back just follow road in your head
You're gonna have it all, have it all
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3. |
Out
03:04
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Those talks behind are so easy, yeah
Those lies, fake smiles not my business, yeah
I will pass by and I won’t react
But soon their time will come
I won’t let me be in misery
My heart and mind are machinery
I will defeat all my enemies
Yeah
They point their finger, see?
They’re making laugh of me
It’s like, it’s like
I’m out, I’m out
Why can’t they set me free?
Nor friends nor enemies
Hey you, hey you
I’m out, I’m out
There is some pain to numb
But they won’t bring me down
Cause I, cause I
I’m out, I’m out
And still it’s hard to be
And still it’s hard to feel
Like I’m, like I’m
I’m out, I’m out
Push back, hurt back, it's your fight to fight
Don't bend, don't break, meet them eye to eye
Don't stop, non-stop keep them at your sight
But soon their time will come
One life, one chance, we can prove them wrong
No tears, no fears, we are more than strong
If life hits back better moving on
They point their finger, see?
They’re making laugh of me
It’s like, it’s like
I’m out, I’m out
Why can’t they set me free?
Nor friends nor enemies
Hey you, hey you
I’m out, I’m out
There is some pain to numb
But they won’t bring me down
Cause I, cause I
I’m out, I’m out
And still it’s hard to be
And still it’s hard to feel
Like I’m, like I’m
I’m out, I’m out
I'm out, I'm out
I'm out, I'm out
I'm out, I'm out
I'm out, I'm out
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4. |
Troublemaker
03:38
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I've never come that far, please tell me it's safe
Inside I've got the dark and unseen pain
I will keep facing fear before it disappears
'Cause I feel alive as long as it's here
We keep waiting for a day it ends
With no fear that we're not here and now
We're scared of the words we say, scared of the prayers we pray, scared of everything
My troublemaker is deep within
What it takes to be a human like me? Day by day fighting myself endlessly,
But it's a good thing - this war within - 'cause I keep fighting, I keep living in this mess (where everybody is dead)
Where everybody is done, inside hollow; they have no dreams to follow and no tomorrow
Why am I still worried 'bout the person I'm trying to be? Life is fine - the troublemaker is me
We keep waiting for a day it ends
With no fear that we're not here and now
We're scared of the words we say, scared of the prayers we pray, scared of everything
My troublemaker is deep within
If we can let it die, then we can make it live
And we can be our friends if we're our enemies
We keep waiting for a day it ends
With no fear that we're not here and now
We're scared of the words we say, scared of the prayers we pray, scared of everything
My troublemaker is deep within
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5. |
Touch
03:46
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We never thought there’d be an end
End so close
And now we can only pretend
To have a chance
These glances are taking us back
Back so far
And now we are on the edge
Make one last touch
Forget all the things that I’ve done
I let you down
I’ve never been perfect at all
Now it’s gone
It all doesn’t matter right now
Let’s say goodbye
Before we are driven apart
Make one last touch
I think of the days we were friends
Days long gone
We sat by the water and fire
Out of your house
We went through the darkness and dire
Holding hands
We grew up together and then
We have all changed
You’re still take some place in my heart
You always will
I’m sorry, I know this is hard
But we should live
If you’re ever broken or down
Think of me
But honestly it’s all about
Our one last touch
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6. |
Heroin
04:06
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The second it began
You swerved off your path
The needle stabbed your vein
And let the poison in
Oh, how you could
I trusted you
Now, rotten inside,
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye...
I'm sorry for what I said
I cannot take it back
But what you have chosen
Will always be the fact
That you don't live
That you just exist
Don't try to hide
Your last word's heroin
Now mice they crawl inside
And underneath your skin
Your promises have died
But now you have your sins
Another doze you take in
Another pain you kill
You are too weak to face it
Say thanks to heroin
I'm sorry for what I said
I cannot take it back
But what you have chosen
Will always be the fact
That you don't live
That you just exist
Don't try to hide
Your last word's heroin
The choices we're making
Are always in our lives
So what you have chosen
Was gram of drug inside
I look at your body
I feel so sorry now
Instead of running
I should've saved you somehow
I'm sorry for what I said
I cannot take it back
But what you have chosen
Will always be the fact
That you don't live
That you just exist
Don't try to hide
Your last word's heroin
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7. |
Disabled
04:12
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We have all been there
At the edge of madness where our minds go numb
Paranoia leads me
It tears me apart
Can not speak or scream, can not walk or dream
Hiding from this world behind a bulletproof wall
I won't reach the end without you, my friend
So come grab my hand and pull me out of this hell
Disabled for tonight, tell me it's alright
Stay here by my side and I'll be fine
This nightmare on my mind is trying to take my paradise
I'm not alone and I am strong, I'm right where I belong
I close the door and let it
Let it all go out when no one's around
Even strong ones need it
Fall apart to be found
Can not sink or swim, can not choke or breathe,
I am caught in cell which I have made myslef
Don't want to hurt you friend, I'm just too weak to bend
So come grab my hand and pull me out of this hell
Disabled for tonight, tell me it's alright
Stay here by my side and I'll be fine
This nightmare on my mind is trying to take my paradise
I'm not alone and I am strong, I'm right where I belong
This is who I am, this is who you are
We need to settle down just to heal our scars
We can all be weak although we are strong
Lions need some sleep so to carry on
Disabled for tonight, darling, it's alright
I’m right here by your side, you’ll be fine
That nightmare on your mind is trying to take your paradise
You’re not alone and we are strong, we're right where we belong
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8. |
Nauseous
03:58
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I close my eyes and try to sleep
Hiding from life in nauseous dreams
(Wake up wake up to fight again
They wait for you to rise for them)
The perfect world is in my mind
I won't give up until I find
(A way to take it out of sleep
A way to get it from the deep)
Life itself is a nauseous dream, a disgusting scene
Where the kings are dressed in gold
They make people die, they infest our minds
They provoke the genocide
Don't you fall for it, don't you let them lead
Don't you let them make you bleed
Hold the tiller tight and we'll make things right
We will get through darkest nights
Kids choke on smoke of cigarettes
Kids' friends are walls and alcohol
Adults, adults why can't you see?
You're blind until kids stop to breathe
A thousand needles, million veins
A hundred bucks for one mistake
Our kings and queens, oh, where you are?
When we need you, you are so far
Life itself is a nauseous dream, a disgusting scene
Where the kings are dressed in gold
They make people die, they infest our minds
They provoke the genocide
Don't you fall for it, don't you let them lead
Don't you let them make you bleed
Hold the tiller tight and we'll make things right
We will get through darkest nights
It matters not how strait the gate
How charged with punishments the scroll
I am the master of my fate
I am the captain of my soul
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9. |
Anchors
04:24
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I know there's nothing everlasting
I know the world is gonna end one day
I won't stay
I know there's no one here to guide me
I know alone I'll walk away one day
I won't stay
Our ships are not built
Just to stay at bay
Those seas aren’t designed
To be far away
Let's cut those anchors free
Cause they are holding us back to where we'll wreck
Those dreams that you can see
Are not gonna climb onto your deck
If you don’t go I’ll go myself
So long ago I took this path
You choose, step up or step away
But there’s no way that I can stay
You say there’s nothing to amaze you
You say you’ve got a lot of time to take
Well, that’s fake
You say this place is like your cradle
You say there’s nothing in this world to take
That’s fake
Our ships are designed
To be far away
This bay is your home
Don’t make it your grave
Let's cut those anchors free
Cause they are holding us back to where we'll wreck
Those dreams that you can see
Are not gonna climb onto your deck
If you don’t go I’ll go myself
So long ago I took this path
You choose, step up or step away
But there’s no way that I can stay
You stay I go we fall apart
My dreams will always guide my heart
I gave you hand you pushed away
I cut this anchor I can’t wait
For you
Let's cut those anchors free
Cause they are holding us back to where we'll wreck
Those dreams that you can see
Are not gonna climb onto your deck
If you don’t go I’ll go myself
So long ago I took this path
You choose, step up or step away
But there’s no way that I can stay
Our ships are not built
Just to stay at bay
Those seas aren’t designed
To be far away
Our ships are designed
To be far away
This bay is your home
Don’t make it your grave
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10. |
Ambivalence
04:40
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Sometimes there’s nothing that I can change
I know that sometimes it’s hard to swallow
Over and over insides are wrenched
Piece by piece I’m becoming hollow
Again and again I question myself
While she’s making out with her friends
Again and again I torture myself
What do I feel? (What do I feel?)
It hurts me to the core
When someone I’m in love with
Turns away from me
Hurt you to the core
I don’t want it for sure
There’s ambivalence and nothing more
I am on my way, but you’re still so far
I’m an astronaut and you’re my star
You have lost your mind and it’s not my fault
There’s ambivalence and nothing more
Sometimes she's blind to what she takes
While there's nothing she's really given
Over and over it's her mistakes
While I am the one who's riven
I wanna run
Never looking back
Wanna scream
I can't heal these cracks
Again and again I question myself
While she's somewhere laughing with her friends
Again and again I torture myself
What do I feel? (What do I feel?)
It hurts me to the core
When someone I’m in love with
Turns away from me
Hurt you to the core
I don’t want it for sure
There’s ambivalence and nothing more
I am on my way, but you’re still so far
I’m an astronaut and you’re my star
You have lost your mind and it’s not my fault
There’s ambivalence and nothing more
Here's to the ones who can endure no more
Time to explode, we are not heartless stones
We can't be tossed cause we won't let
Time to explode
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11. |
Underrun
03:48
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Going under the ground
That has taken your life
There is reason we come
But there’s no reason we die
Going up to the sky
That arranged your death
Can you tell without sigh
If there’s a change you have left?
Leaving home where you’re born
That has kept you till end
Now it’s time to move on
You will never go back
Leaving ones that you’ve known
Have you had enough fun?
Your direction’s unknown
This is your underrun
I another day off the hill
I another day off the earth
You gather leftover pills
You running through open door
And around you your friends
They got lost in the dark
They were given a chance
But have lost their mark
Every day they tell lie
But you have to be strong
Leave the liars behind
Push them hard and let go
Your decision is done
There’s someone you’d become
Don’t let pulling you down
Go for dream till it’s found
Now it’s time to be gone
Thank the people you’ve known
This is your underrun
Your direction’s unknown
I another day off the hill
I another day off the earth
You gather leftover pills
You running through open door
I another day in the grave
I wondering for my sins
You calling for me to save
You emptying your heart to fill
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12. |
Hero
04:34
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Well, your time is right here,
Right now.
While you search, it goes
Away.
Just look in your
Eyes.
There is a future
There.
So go, run
Don't wait here for a lesson
Scream loud
You know your own direction
Give love
This will be your confession
Take the best of what world gives
You're the one, so go and live
My dreams are always
With me.
I know, I can,
I believe.
I do, what I feel is
Best.
I trust only
Myself.
So go, run
Don't wait here for a lesson
Scream loud
You know your own direction
Give love
This will be your confession
Take the best of what world gives
You're the one, so go and live
Dream, try,
You know your own direction
Give love
Fly towards perfection.
Take pain
It is your real lesson
So go, run
Don't wait here for a lesson
Scream loud
You know your own direction
Give love
This will be your confession
Take the best of what world gives,
Never die in misery,
You're the one so go and live
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