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Stellar Evolution

by Among Starlight

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1.
Unite 01:14
2.
Choices 03:54
This blurry future is calling you out of your home Leave your toy soldiers, your games are over, let them go I know your scared, tell me your fears and carry on You're full of rage and denial I know inside you're on fire You need an act of compassion But I need you to follow your direction You've got someone by your side but still you're walking alone As long as past's on your mind you won't be able to go I know it's hard to decide but making choice is your life You're gonna have it all Until you make a step back just follow road in your head You're gonna have it all, have it all Life's an OR, we're operating on ourselves To cut the bad or let it grow That is the thing only you know You're full of rage and denial I know inside you're on fire You need an act of compassion But I need you to follow your direction You've got someone by your side but still you're walking alone As long as past's on your mind you won't be able to go I know it's hard to decide but making choice is your life You're gonna have it all Until you make a step back just follow road in your head You're gonna have it all, have it all
3.
Out 03:04
Those talks behind are so easy, yeah Those lies, fake smiles not my business, yeah I will pass by and I won’t react But soon their time will come I won’t let me be in misery My heart and mind are machinery I will defeat all my enemies Yeah They point their finger, see? They’re making laugh of me It’s like, it’s like I’m out, I’m out Why can’t they set me free? Nor friends nor enemies Hey you, hey you I’m out, I’m out There is some pain to numb But they won’t bring me down Cause I, cause I I’m out, I’m out And still it’s hard to be And still it’s hard to feel Like I’m, like I’m I’m out, I’m out Push back, hurt back, it's your fight to fight Don't bend, don't break, meet them eye to eye Don't stop, non-stop keep them at your sight But soon their time will come One life, one chance, we can prove them wrong No tears, no fears, we are more than strong If life hits back better moving on They point their finger, see? They’re making laugh of me It’s like, it’s like I’m out, I’m out Why can’t they set me free? Nor friends nor enemies Hey you, hey you I’m out, I’m out There is some pain to numb But they won’t bring me down Cause I, cause I I’m out, I’m out And still it’s hard to be And still it’s hard to feel Like I’m, like I’m I’m out, I’m out I'm out, I'm out I'm out, I'm out I'm out, I'm out I'm out, I'm out
4.
Troublemaker 03:38
I've never come that far, please tell me it's safe Inside I've got the dark and unseen pain I will keep facing fear before it disappears 'Cause I feel alive as long as it's here We keep waiting for a day it ends With no fear that we're not here and now We're scared of the words we say, scared of the prayers we pray, scared of everything My troublemaker is deep within What it takes to be a human like me? Day by day fighting myself endlessly, But it's a good thing - this war within - 'cause I keep fighting, I keep living in this mess (where everybody is dead) Where everybody is done, inside hollow; they have no dreams to follow and no tomorrow Why am I still worried 'bout the person I'm trying to be? Life is fine - the troublemaker is me We keep waiting for a day it ends With no fear that we're not here and now We're scared of the words we say, scared of the prayers we pray, scared of everything My troublemaker is deep within If we can let it die, then we can make it live And we can be our friends if we're our enemies We keep waiting for a day it ends With no fear that we're not here and now We're scared of the words we say, scared of the prayers we pray, scared of everything My troublemaker is deep within
5.
Touch 03:46
We never thought there’d be an end End so close And now we can only pretend To have a chance These glances are taking us back Back so far And now we are on the edge Make one last touch Forget all the things that I’ve done I let you down I’ve never been perfect at all Now it’s gone It all doesn’t matter right now Let’s say goodbye Before we are driven apart Make one last touch I think of the days we were friends Days long gone We sat by the water and fire Out of your house We went through the darkness and dire Holding hands We grew up together and then We have all changed You’re still take some place in my heart You always will I’m sorry, I know this is hard But we should live If you’re ever broken or down Think of me But honestly it’s all about Our one last touch
6.
Heroin 04:06
The second it began You swerved off your path The needle stabbed your vein And let the poison in Oh, how you could I trusted you Now, rotten inside, Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye... I'm sorry for what I said I cannot take it back But what you have chosen Will always be the fact That you don't live That you just exist Don't try to hide Your last word's heroin Now mice they crawl inside And underneath your skin Your promises have died But now you have your sins Another doze you take in Another pain you kill You are too weak to face it Say thanks to heroin I'm sorry for what I said I cannot take it back But what you have chosen Will always be the fact That you don't live That you just exist Don't try to hide Your last word's heroin The choices we're making Are always in our lives So what you have chosen Was gram of drug inside I look at your body I feel so sorry now Instead of running I should've saved you somehow I'm sorry for what I said I cannot take it back But what you have chosen Will always be the fact That you don't live That you just exist Don't try to hide Your last word's heroin
7.
Disabled 04:12
We have all been there At the edge of madness where our minds go numb Paranoia leads me It tears me apart Can not speak or scream, can not walk or dream Hiding from this world behind a bulletproof wall I won't reach the end without you, my friend So come grab my hand and pull me out of this hell Disabled for tonight, tell me it's alright Stay here by my side and I'll be fine This nightmare on my mind is trying to take my paradise I'm not alone and I am strong, I'm right where I belong I close the door and let it Let it all go out when no one's around Even strong ones need it Fall apart to be found Can not sink or swim, can not choke or breathe, I am caught in cell which I have made myslef Don't want to hurt you friend, I'm just too weak to bend So come grab my hand and pull me out of this hell Disabled for tonight, tell me it's alright Stay here by my side and I'll be fine This nightmare on my mind is trying to take my paradise I'm not alone and I am strong, I'm right where I belong This is who I am, this is who you are We need to settle down just to heal our scars We can all be weak although we are strong Lions need some sleep so to carry on Disabled for tonight, darling, it's alright I’m right here by your side, you’ll be fine That nightmare on your mind is trying to take your paradise You’re not alone and we are strong, we're right where we belong
8.
Nauseous 03:58
I close my eyes and try to sleep Hiding from life in nauseous dreams (Wake up wake up to fight again They wait for you to rise for them) The perfect world is in my mind I won't give up until I find (A way to take it out of sleep A way to get it from the deep) Life itself is a nauseous dream, a disgusting scene Where the kings are dressed in gold They make people die, they infest our minds They provoke the genocide Don't you fall for it, don't you let them lead Don't you let them make you bleed Hold the tiller tight and we'll make things right We will get through darkest nights Kids choke on smoke of cigarettes Kids' friends are walls and alcohol Adults, adults why can't you see? You're blind until kids stop to breathe A thousand needles, million veins A hundred bucks for one mistake Our kings and queens, oh, where you are? When we need you, you are so far Life itself is a nauseous dream, a disgusting scene Where the kings are dressed in gold They make people die, they infest our minds They provoke the genocide Don't you fall for it, don't you let them lead Don't you let them make you bleed Hold the tiller tight and we'll make things right We will get through darkest nights It matters not how strait the gate How charged with punishments the scroll I am the master of my fate I am the captain of my soul
9.
Anchors 04:24
I know there's nothing everlasting I know the world is gonna end one day I won't stay I know there's no one here to guide me I know alone I'll walk away one day I won't stay Our ships are not built Just to stay at bay Those seas aren’t designed To be far away Let's cut those anchors free Cause they are holding us back to where we'll wreck Those dreams that you can see Are not gonna climb onto your deck If you don’t go I’ll go myself So long ago I took this path You choose, step up or step away But there’s no way that I can stay You say there’s nothing to amaze you You say you’ve got a lot of time to take Well, that’s fake You say this place is like your cradle You say there’s nothing in this world to take That’s fake Our ships are designed To be far away This bay is your home Don’t make it your grave Let's cut those anchors free Cause they are holding us back to where we'll wreck Those dreams that you can see Are not gonna climb onto your deck If you don’t go I’ll go myself So long ago I took this path You choose, step up or step away But there’s no way that I can stay You stay I go we fall apart My dreams will always guide my heart I gave you hand you pushed away I cut this anchor I can’t wait For you Let's cut those anchors free Cause they are holding us back to where we'll wreck Those dreams that you can see Are not gonna climb onto your deck If you don’t go I’ll go myself So long ago I took this path You choose, step up or step away But there’s no way that I can stay Our ships are not built Just to stay at bay Those seas aren’t designed To be far away Our ships are designed To be far away This bay is your home Don’t make it your grave
10.
Ambivalence 04:40
Sometimes there’s nothing that I can change I know that sometimes it’s hard to swallow Over and over insides are wrenched Piece by piece I’m becoming hollow Again and again I question myself While she’s making out with her friends Again and again I torture myself What do I feel? (What do I feel?) It hurts me to the core When someone I’m in love with Turns away from me Hurt you to the core I don’t want it for sure There’s ambivalence and nothing more I am on my way, but you’re still so far I’m an astronaut and you’re my star You have lost your mind and it’s not my fault There’s ambivalence and nothing more Sometimes she's blind to what she takes While there's nothing she's really given Over and over it's her mistakes While I am the one who's riven I wanna run Never looking back Wanna scream I can't heal these cracks Again and again I question myself While she's somewhere laughing with her friends Again and again I torture myself What do I feel? (What do I feel?) It hurts me to the core When someone I’m in love with Turns away from me Hurt you to the core I don’t want it for sure There’s ambivalence and nothing more I am on my way, but you’re still so far I’m an astronaut and you’re my star You have lost your mind and it’s not my fault There’s ambivalence and nothing more Here's to the ones who can endure no more Time to explode, we are not heartless stones We can't be tossed cause we won't let Time to explode
11.
Underrun 03:48
Going under the ground That has taken your life There is reason we come But there’s no reason we die Going up to the sky That arranged your death Can you tell without sigh If there’s a change you have left? Leaving home where you’re born That has kept you till end Now it’s time to move on You will never go back Leaving ones that you’ve known Have you had enough fun? Your direction’s unknown This is your underrun I another day off the hill I another day off the earth You gather leftover pills You running through open door And around you your friends They got lost in the dark They were given a chance But have lost their mark Every day they tell lie But you have to be strong Leave the liars behind Push them hard and let go Your decision is done There’s someone you’d become Don’t let pulling you down Go for dream till it’s found Now it’s time to be gone Thank the people you’ve known This is your underrun Your direction’s unknown I another day off the hill I another day off the earth You gather leftover pills You running through open door I another day in the grave I wondering for my sins You calling for me to save You emptying your heart to fill
12.
Hero 04:34
Well, your time is right here, Right now. While you search, it goes Away. Just look in your Eyes. There is a future There. So go, run Don't wait here for a lesson Scream loud You know your own direction Give love This will be your confession Take the best of what world gives You're the one, so go and live My dreams are always With me. I know, I can, I believe. I do, what I feel is Best. I trust only Myself. So go, run Don't wait here for a lesson Scream loud You know your own direction Give love This will be your confession Take the best of what world gives You're the one, so go and live Dream, try, You know your own direction Give love Fly towards perfection. Take pain It is your real lesson So go, run Don't wait here for a lesson Scream loud You know your own direction Give love This will be your confession Take the best of what world gives, Never die in misery, You're the one so go and live

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released September 21, 2015

Written and produced by Dan Fire.

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